I think that i am suffering from PTSD, and so do counsellors and supports, I just have to wait to be seen by a psychatrist.
On April 27th 2007, I was in a horrible car accident, in which, the woman that i was with, thought that she should turn anyways, and i was tboned on the passenger side, pinned between the car door and the middle console, it was very devastating. Although I did not have any broken bones, was treated and released, it was very very traumatizing. Anything to do with a moving vehicle, i stand at my daughters bus stop, and i see 50 accidents happen in front of me, that dont really happen, or I will think that they are going to happen. Its horrible, i avoid going out of the house because of it, its embarrassing, and when I almost get hit by a car, well, my anxiety, just goes for a loop. I hyperventilate, and have a panic attack, it sucks.
Since then though, i now am so full of anxiety, its even about little things, like if a glass of water falls off the table, my stomach jumps in my throat, and its that same feeling when i saw the car coming at me, why is this? Does anybody else experience anything like this? I feel like a basketcase, ****, I have a five year old dauhter to look after, and this does not help things, will it ever go away?
Thanks for listening, and maybe I could have some insights,