Hi it's been allmost a year now sept 24 will be a year, that I thought I had hiv. I thought wow I have a new girlfriend and i like her alot. We had sex unprotected and I never had been tested for stds. I was her first partner. My life change that day and i'm still trying to convince myself I don't have it. Not a day goes by where it dosent cross my mind. I don't know why I hadc three test. Two at 92 94 days and one at seven months. I keep on thinking what if what if. The lab tech messed up the test, maybe i'm different and take longer. It's hard sometimes. I have gotten alot better but i'm here writing this. Maybe someone out there has some advice. I would really like that. I don't know how long is this going to last. Maybe its a anxeity.
Post Edited (ricky321) : 9/16/2008 7:27:37 PM (GMT-6)