You are going to grieve at your PACE not anyone elses my friend and I sure wish I could be of more help
JUST know I DO know what you are feeling
My siblings had the nerve to call me a murderer
a knife thru the heart..........
Dad did not want to live by machines he was not even 60 lbs and was full of cancer and he also had Alzheimers
I also believe Mom passing 2 yrs before him broke his warm and loving soul and heart
I take solace in the fact they are now once again together......
It does help me
But once again I too have periods of doubt .......
and like I said I wish I was more help to you .....
Take care my friend and know you did the right thing
We are brought together by such pain but we will get thru this
I am here for you as are all the rest of the a/p "family"
DX With Crohns,Pyoderma Gangrenosum,Anxiety/Panic,Fibro & Other DD
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Moderator @ Alzheimer's,Co Mod @ Anxiety/ Panic,Co Mod @ Crohns
FIGHT the FIGHT with all YOU HAVE
Look For The GOOD,Even At Your Lowest
Listen To Your Heart,Look Inside Yourself,Understand You