I feel the pain, I know what it is like to feel so alone, different and yes sometimes stupid, but just keep in mind
that the negative things you say to yourself are only going to make things worse. Just curious which meds are you on and if
you have any family, or friends to talk too. I know for me, feeling isolated makes me feel awful. taking joy in those lil things like
a video game or movie shows you that you are not completely in the dark - as far the heart palps, I hate those.......
so I know... hope things get better until then feel free to chat wit me or anyone else.
Dx: Panic Disorder,Anxiety, Depression, PVC's (Heart)
Rx: Lexapro 10mg-Klonopin .5-1mg as needed