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Date Joined Mar 2007
Total Posts : 900
   Posted 10/22/2008 2:54 AM (GMT -6)   
I'm sorry everyone.... I haven't been around much to support and encourage all of you... am having a terrible time with nightmares, waking up shaking and unsettled.... other stuff too.... know that I am thinking and praying for each of you... keeping you all in my heart and prayers.... Have not forgotten this wonderful family just having a hard time 'sorting' and having way too many flashbacks.... am feeling fragmented , shaky and anxious with all these memories popping up at odd times ... especially when its time to close my eyes and go to sleep... PTSD....
Sending you all healing thoughts and prayers
51 yr.old retired RN,Crohn's D for last35 yrs..severe esophagitis, migraines,strictures,urethral stricture,depression,probable MS.,RLS, arthritis, PTSD ,general anxiety disorder.

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Date Joined Jun 2008
Total Posts : 293
   Posted 10/22/2008 7:29 AM (GMT -6)   
Hello Mary,

I'm so sorry to hear your having such a ruff time and here you are worried about us. You are such a caring person. I hope you feel better soon.

You are in my prayers,
You must do the things you think you cannot do. -- Eleanor Roosevelt

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Date Joined Apr 2007
Total Posts : 32602
   Posted 10/22/2008 7:38 AM (GMT -6)   

Good Morning Mary,

I am so sorry you are having a rough time and how I wish I could help you is someway. If talking and venting in A & P help you , please vent away.

You know my prayers are with you.

Many Gentle Hugs


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Date Joined Apr 2005
Total Posts : 14995
   Posted 10/22/2008 9:25 AM (GMT -6)   
Awww Mary I am so sorry to hear you are having rough times again. Like Kitt said, we are here for you, so vent away sister. Holler if you need anything.

P.S. Did you get any relief from your Iron Infusion? I did one about a week after you, and I am still pooped all the time.

Gail *Nanners*
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 32 years.  Currently on Asacol, Prilosec 60 mg, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain and Calcium.  Resections in 2002 and 2005.  Recently diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and doing tests to see if I have Inflammatory Arthritis or AS.

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Date Joined Jan 2005
Total Posts : 24909
   Posted 10/22/2008 9:43 AM (GMT -6)   
Sweet Mary
Never apologise
You have done alot for so many on here
I wish I could make these things go away for you

If I am up in the wee hours we can chat k

Luvs ya
  DX With Crohns,Pyoderma Gangrenosum,Anxiety/Panic,Fibro & Other DD
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Date Joined Jul 2006
Total Posts : 2721
   Posted 10/23/2008 12:59 AM (GMT -6)   


Insomnia is just awful, it can make you feel like an alien from planet disjointed. I've sent you an email okay, we can chat all you need sweetie.

Love and hugs and sleeping fairy dust.


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Date Joined Oct 2008
Total Posts : 1683
   Posted 10/23/2008 4:54 AM (GMT -6)   

Mary i am pretty new to this forum, but i identify strongly with your suffering.

I pray our loving Saviour gives you the peace that passes understanding. No one should have to go through panic/anxiety.


Maz XX

'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Chronic Fatigue, Fibromyalgia, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, Polycystic Ovaries, Chronic ear/nose/throat infections, Panic Disorder, Reactive Arthritis, Agoraphobia, Migraines,  acid reflux, Anaemia, Sinusitis, Chronically perforated eardrums, Pinched Nerves, IBS, Tachycardia, Allergies, Insomnia, Glandular Fever, Bursitis, encapsulitis, Seasonal Mood  Disorder, Mild OCD.
Age:28. First diagnosed at 14.

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