I am so sorry for you many losses, I know how difficult that is and so hard to deal with. AS far as your Father, no guilt please, guilt is a wasted emotion. If you want to go visit him, now is the time.
RE your throat problem, do you suffer from heart burn or have any history of an ulcer. You might take a look at the GERD forum as you will see many people have that choking feeling. Just a thought.
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