i hate that i am so withdraw, like that in situation i am scared to try things sometimes, like we'll go to the renaissance festival and my husband can interact in character but i am completely froze up why do i do this. i see my friends trying things that i would never try, and because of this i feel like i am wasting life, if its in my comfort zone i am good but otherwise i am withdrawn.
i hate that i try to hard to please a friend, and it usely backfires by them taking advantage of me.
i hate my weight, when i was younger it was so easy to lose weight, now if i look at a candy bar i gain 10 pounds.
i hate i can't seem to make machelle time, i always feel like that i should be caring for the family.
i hate hate my shaking, i am scared one day my husband may leave because of it if it gets worse, he is really good about
it, but why would he want to stay with me.
i am sorry to vent this about
me, i sooo know i have flaws but i do care about
people, i just don't about