A happy and fun Weekend wished for all..
Last Night I was sitting on Toilet (P'ing) when an out of the blue off-balance and slight Vertigo type feeling came over me.My Heart pounded/slight discomfort,shaking/trembling,dry Mouth,became scared,thought I was going to die or something very bad happen to me.I became hypervigilant and scanning for Symptoms and when it will happen again crossed my mind.
I checked my Blood Sugar,it was alright (not high or low),so it wasn't my Blood Sugar.In fact,early October I had Blood Chemistry and for the most part,it checked out fine.
The past 2 Day's,I felt bad (Sinus-stuffy and a lil runny and Ears).I had a low-grade Temp Yesterday.
I noticed the above sensations when I leaned back on Toilet..I can't lean or tilt my Head back when sitting at my Desk,Toilet or anywhere coz the off-balance/Vertigo feeling happens and then I Panic.
There is so much stress right now that I can NOT change.Am still contending with my Aunt and the SIL and will have to (thank you Legal System) until my late Father's Estate is closed,which hopefully will be soon.
I can't buy a Car until I sell my Grandparent's Property,so am stuck at Home when there are many,many,many things I MUST get done to progress forward
My Sister Friend is VERY ill that Hospice has came in since Monday of the Week..I'm worried sick about her and can't get to her House to check on her.
I'm eventually moving to start anew,finish my Bachelors and go to Medical School to become a Board Certified Naturopathic Physician.
Have been searching for an Apartment,asking questions about School etc..
Just a lot going on and I'm feeling overwhelmed and sometimes alone..
I do NOT like Panic Attacks!