Hey Vel, i know it feels hopeless, but like Buddha said, you have a job you like and even more important, a person who loves you no matter what. do you see a therapist or doctor? if you are medicated, maybe your dose needs to be changed?
I hope you feel better soon, and i understand the black hole feeling, but you will get out of it.
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibro, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOD, Chronic E.N.T infections, Reactive Arthritis, Sinusitis, IBS, Allergies, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. First diagnosed at 14. Proud Aussie.