Yes I have dealt with the deaths of many a loved one including my son
It is a hard thing to bury your child for sure
I have lost a hubby and both my parents and an aunt in the last few yrs........
Try to keep calm and remember him as he was and know
he is not in any pain nor is he suffering ....
I really have dealt with Slow death and sudden death and I am still waging a war as to which is harder to deal with
I know IMHO if you dont go you may never have proper closure but ultimately the decision has to come from you
Are you on meds for anxiety......
If you are on a short term med then I know if it were I I would be taking it
If not........ might be an idea to perhaps call your doc
and let him know that you have lost a loved one and
you need to take something to get you thru
Just a thought
My luv,thoughts heart and prayers are with you and your family at this time
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