I'm sooo sorry.

Lyn, Kitt, Meg, Nanners , all of you who have been so wonderful, understanding and supportive. I am one of those peole that have gotten so much support but haven't been here to support others lately.... I am so sorry from the bottom of my heart.... I love you all so much... you have no idea how much I value each and everyone of you... you have been my lifeline.... I honestly believe that I would be so much worse if you weren't here. I am trying to take each of your advice and apply it.... I am desperately trying to get better... with your help I will.... this too shall pass and I WILL be back to my zippity doo da self. I have been guilty of gross neglect on my part... neglecting the very family that has made it possible for me to feel like PTSD, Depression, CD etc... will not get the best of me.

Listen you sweet woman
YOU take your time and come back when you are able no sooner
WE all know what you have gone thru..........and going thru .........
( I hope my thread didnt evoke this it ws no meant for anyone in particuliar)

WE ALL Love and care about you

Plz do not worry about being here right now .....WE do understand ........HONEST

Luvs LYN

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                               Moderator@Alzheimer's..

    ^{CO Moderator @ Anxiety and Panic........Co Moderator   @ Crohns}                    

                            ^{~ FIGHT the FIGHT with all YOU HAVE ~}

               ^{Look For The GOOD, Even At Your Lowest}

  ^{We Have Anxiety and Panic...................Anxiety and Panic DO NOT Have us}         

mary you never have to apologise, you are the kindest person with the hugest heart and what you are going through sounds like pure hell. please lean on us when it gets too heavy, but also dont feel bad about not being around, you are SO loved by people here. if you ever want to email me, that would be great, im here for you always, as are the others.

im praying for you as you struggle through this dark time- but i belive you are strong and will see your way through this.

i love you- Maz XX

See sweet Old tired Mary
I am not the only one that loves ya
and is tellig you to take your time.......

YOUR heart is truly made of Gold

Luvs
LYN/ sis






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                               Moderator@Alzheimer's..

    ^{CO Moderator @ Anxiety and Panic........Co Moderator   @ Crohns}                    

                            ^{~ FIGHT the FIGHT with all YOU HAVE ~}

               ^{Look For The GOOD, Even At Your Lowest}

  ^{We Have Anxiety and Panic...................Anxiety and Panic DO NOT Have us}         

Hey Me to, Me too.........I luvs ya.  You are kind and caring and you have been through more then many people could survive. 
You take the time you need to get back up to speed.

We miss you but we understand.

Hugs and Prayers

Kitt

 

Ok my favorite and only Marie-Claire you are hereby ordered to kick the guilty stinkin thinkin to the curb. You are in no way a burden my friend. Life has just chosen this inopportune time to get in the way. I will continue to keep you in my prayers that the Lord helps you to remove the dark clouds from over you. I pray his peace and grace surround as you fight this battle. I know you will win this battle and will be back soon to your normal beautiful self. You are an amazing woman and I know God has amazing plans for you.

We love you,
Gail *Nanners*

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Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years.  Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium.  Resections in 2002 and 2005.  Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis. Currently my Crohns is in remission.

Hello all.... forcing myself out of my depressed stupor and coming for a visit as promised....
Its raining... pouring buckets outside... but my beautiful daughter has put the xmas tree up.... it is sooo beautiful... I want to drag people off the street to come see my tree.... 'HEY LADY" come here.... come see my tree.... its the best one in town!
ps. I feel like that every xmas .... always think I have the best tree. Put up the xmas village and manger.
My heart is filled with sadness and darkness... so many intrusive thoughts.... but I do love the xmas lights.... they seem to be doind me some good....
You are all my xmas lights!!! You bring THE LIGHT into my life when there is nothing but darkness.... I love you all my dear friends/ family.
Hanging on to all of you.... will not let this get the best of me. ! Thank you so much for being here as always.
Your posts make me cry especially when I feel like this world would be better without me.... I would never, never follow through on such a thought.... my children have been through enough in their young lives... I guess... part of the problem is that I blame myself a lot for their suffering and trauma...
Healing thoughts and prayers.... all my love with every beat of my tired old heart.
Mary

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51 yr.old retired RN,Crohn's D for last35 yrs..severe esophagitis, migraines,strictures,urethral stricture,depression,probable MS.,RLS, arthritis, PTSD ,general anxiety disorder.