i am counting down the days until the christmas holidays come, they cant come soon enough. students are restless, the weather is reeeeallly weird at the moment, im anxious about all the commitments i have to go to, and im trying to budget, cos im not earning enough money to pay all my bills easily...and im not sleeping well, and i cant function on less than 8 hrs- zoloft side effect. and im sick, so phsyically sick- sinuses, ruptured eardums, fibro flare and a chest infection. antibiotics havent kicked in yet.
i tend to withdraw when i feel overwhelmed. and i know it shouldnt matter, but im having a 'girls nite out' in the city n saturday night and A: im the only single one in the group, B: im the only overweight one in the group. and i am very concious of it. i used to love having my photo taken, now its just a reminder of what my illness has done to me.
bah humbug. but much love to you all- Maz XX
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOD, Chronic E.N.T infections, Reactive Arthritis, GERD, Sinusitis, IBS, Allergies, Glandular fever, Migraines, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, PTSD, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, tinnitus, low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. First diagnosed at 14. Proud Aussie.
Post Edited (Mazfire) : 12/11/2008 1:36:39 AM (GMT-7)