But daily I get thoughts of people confusing me and being untrue.... paranoid definitely.
But I have CONVINCED myself that the people around me are TRYING to confuse me. They conspire with each other and like 'mark' me cause I don't know. I even told myself that it's a thing about growing up that I yet know and one day will and the confusion will stop and then it will be someone else's 'turn' that doesn't know.
Anything can trigger the confusion... the t.v, something someone sends me, my family, friends, random people.... I even feel sometimes that the t.v is talking directly towards me in a way if that makes sense....
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Thank you for your understanding.
Kaimelar is there any chance your paranoia is related to drug abuse? Good on you for making an appointment to see your doc and get a professional opinion. be sure to tell him/her everything so they can treat you properly- particularly the paranoia, and things like when you feel the tv is talking AT you etc. give them the full picture so they can give you an accurate diagnosis. good luck, keep us posted with what happens.
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Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic. Nexium.
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