Congrats on your 30 days of sobriety. That is something to be very proud of!! I think right now you need to think about
what is best for you, and I think seeing a therapist and taking some meds for awhile is needed. Throw the worries of weight gain etc out the window, you have to do whats best for you right now. Also, it is very dangerous to just stop Ativan cold turkey, so be sure you are using it again to help you get thru these tough days. We are very proud of your sobriety. Stay strong.
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Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission.
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