Hi Allygrl07 and welcome to Healingwell. You will find alot of wonderful and loving folks who are trying to live their lives with anxiety/panic. I think you just need to go into your family doc to start and tell them how you are feeling. I think they are going to know that your not a drug seeker but just having alot of difficult times and need some help. There is no need to feel embarrassed. I think with the way the economy is right now, and the unemployment situation alot of folks are feeling depression and anxiety they never felt before. So start with your family doc and then maybe get a referral to a therapist to have someone you can confide in, since family isn't an option right now.
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Anxiety/Panic Forum
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission.
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