we are having a bit of a heatwave here in sunny australia- and im already battling the sinus/bronchitis/pharyngitis combo with a dash of gastro- and now the heat is torturing my fibro. i cant even get comfy in bed . i ache and ache. when will it end? it wont.
when i had my 28th bday last year, in the lead up i was really anxious and in a foul mood- i couldnt work out why. then the night before my bday i realised that both my mental illness and my chronic physical illnesses were diagnosed at 14- meaning i had spent HALF of my life being chronically ill and emotionally fragile. it makes sense now.
Im over it! im tired of it! so much of my teen years were lost in the drama of doctors, Pdocs, hospitals, surgeries, day procedures- fighting every day to just get out of bed. my body betrayed me.
I believe in God and i trust Him. I have to believe there is a bigger picture, that there is some purpose for all of this.
Thanks for the ongoing support, i need it right now. Its past my bedtime- i go try and snooze now
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOS, Chronic E.N.T and Upper respiratory tract infections, Reactive Arthritis, GERD, IBS, Glandular fever, Migraines, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, PTSD, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, tinnitus, low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic. Nexium.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. First diagnosed at 14. Proud Aussie.