Hi guys, thanks so much for your prayers. They are both needed and so appreciated. My mommy is 83 years old and has a series of strokes over the past year and has had good days and bad since. She would have alert
days, but also some days when the dementia took over. I saw her last on Christmas Eve, she lives here locally. We has such a wonderful visit that day, she was alert
and very cheerful and chatted alot. I haven't been able to see her since because I had that bad sinus infection and didn't want to make her sick in her frail state.
Keep praying guys. I am not so sure its best to pray for her to get better or not. I know she is tired, and this round with extremely low blood sugars, high sodium levels has really taking a toll on her body. She was having some trouble breating lastnight and they intubated (sp?) her. She is not consicious at this point, I believe they are not calling it a coma, but a coma like state. I am able to talk to her and get minor little reactions. She has pneumonia too, and her body is really retaining water and very swollen.
I just don't want her to suffer and if it means for her to go to Heaven now, then I trust the good Lord to take care of her. But the sadness in my heart is so deep, I do love her so. Maybe you all can pray that God helps us to accept her passing. All my kids, neices and nephews have all come into town, all my siblings live here close and all are with her too. My anxiety is extremely high right now, and trusting my Xanax to keep me calm.
I am up in my bedroom now, as I asked my girls and hubby to give me some space and quiet to try to relax. So please continue to keep me in your prayers as I truly need them now. I just feel my heart breaking. I don't want my mama to suffer, but I so don't want her to leave me either. Thanks for being there for me, I love you all. And if your mama is still alive, be sure to hug her today and tell her how much you love and appreciate her.
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