Be proud of your sobriety! i know its early days, but you are doing so well. i too have an addictive personality- think the best person to work out your meds with is a pyschiatrist. if you fear becoming dependant on valium, let him/her know that it concerns you. they may be able to suggest an alternative.
I am so sorry to hear that you dont get to see your kids as much as you would like. im not a mother, so i cant imagine the pain this must cause you.
Please hang in there, you are doing so well at the moment, even if it doesnt feel like it! stay in touch, keep us posted and know that im thinking of you, Always-
'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ disorder, Endometriosis, PCOS, Chronic E.N.T and Upper respiratory tract infections, Reactive Arthritis, GERD, IBS, Glandular fever, Migraines, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania, PTSD, Seasonal Mood Disorder, OCD, Benign Vertigo, Impaired immune system. Tachycardia, tinnitus, low clotting factor= bruising. Tendonitis, Bursitis.
Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Celebrex. Mobic. Panadeine Forte. Digesic. Nexium. Phenergan.
Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
Age:28. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14. Proud Aussie.