Hey, Soul, I'm glad you're here!
I understand the drive to get answers, and I really, *really* applaud you for being clear about
why you want them and how you'll react if they're all fine. I was not so clear about
that for myself in the past, and that symptom-hunting is exhausting.
It sounds like you're taking care of a lot of the regular routine things, too, and that's always good and responsible (for yourself and your loved ones).
I hope the answers come back short, sweet, and clear.
Big hugs to you!
Co-Moderator, Anxiety and Panic Forum