Machelle you have every right to be happy and feel loved. I want you to know you have not done anything wrong, and this IS NOT your fault. I agree with the above that maybe counseling is in order for you both. If he won't go, then think of going for yourself and your kids. My daughter is going thru a divorce right now, and her oldest daughter told her sometime before she finally left, to leave him, she was sick of their fighting. And my little granddaughter is only 11. So if that is the decision you make, I want you to understand that your kids will understand. I think they may be more aware of the problems than you think.
I will definetly keep you in my prayers, that God will guide your steps, and help you make the right decisions. Come to us anytime you need, we will always be here for you
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Anxiety/Panic Forum
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission.
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