It sounds like your anxiety is causing depression hon. Its hard to live with, I know. You need your medical insurance, so stay with your job til you can either get disabiity or find a new job. A councelor that does not specialize in addiction would help you a lot. There are also us. We are listeners too. We all have problems hon, it takes friends and family and faith (whichever faith you have) to keep us going. You hang in there, and keep us posted.
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