Corrie, I know how you are feeling! Not being able to support yourself is a big problem. I'm almost 50 and I can't support myself. I can't find a job. At least not one that pays. I have my real estate license but we all know how that business is doing. Then I got into home loans. Well, that's taking a dive. So, I know how you feel. Thank God my husband makes enough for us to get by. But it would be nice to know if I found myself on my own, I could support myself.
You say your parents are religious. Interesting. I find this interesting because they don't seem very enthusiastic about
helping you through this difficult time. Your father has made upsetting remarks to you and continues to not embrace your problems. When I think of religious people, I think of caring and loving individuals who act without question or judgement. I totally respect the fact that they're your parents, but you need support right now.
Make sure you are on a routine with your medication. You need something reliable for your anxiety so you can get back to work. Once you are working again, find something you really want to do. There are classes you can take online if necessary. Get a certificate that basically ensures you'll be able to support yourself throughout your life.
These are extremely tough times for you. I wish you the best and I will be praying for you. Please keep your head up and positive thoughts flowing. Get the proper medication and begin to straighten out your life. Hang in there, Sweetie!
Anxiety Disorder/Mitral Valve Prolapse
Prozac and Carvedilol