Hi Queen E and Welcome :)
I don't have much to add with all the great advice, but I just wanted to say hello and for you to please talk to your parents. I would be very sad if my kids did not come to me with something like this. . .
You take care now and I wish you the best!
Much Love, Hugs, Peace & Comfort . . . Your Bro . . . Sam :)
~Co-Moderator Anxiety & Panic Forum~
"Although the world is full of suffering. . . it is also full of the overcoming of it."
Not a professional. Seek your physician's advice before making changes to your meds or lifestyle.