I may be wrong here, but I am wondering if because your anxiety has been so out of control lately if that isn't making the paranoia kick in a little more than normal. I know you have been waiting to get back home to see your doctor, and glad the day is almost here. Wish I could be of more help, but know that I am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Anxiety/Panic Forum
Been living with Crohn's Disease for 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, and Calcium and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia and Osteoarthritis and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission.
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