It's so hard being in that "middle" space where you know what's wrong, but haven't had time to heal yet. Maybe there's something else you could do besides taking on the commitment of a job when you're still feeling a little uncertain about
your health - volunteering, joining a community group, something that gives you some regularity but also permits you to take the time to adjust to treating your asthma.
Try to hang on, and know that each day brings you a little closer to feeling that way you deserve to.
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DX: Anxiety, Depression, LPR (acid reflux)
Meds: Paxil, Nexium, Zantac