If you need to vent this is a good place to do so. We know what your going through. I have a sister close to death with ovarian cancer and I went out and had the CA125 tumor marker test done right away as we have a lot of cancer in the family.
You do what you have to in order to reassure yourself you are OK. You have a baby and do it for both of you. I am sorry your husband was not as supportive as he might have been.
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