Hi there, im 14 years old and I live in a world of worry. Im in a relationship I have been for five months, and I love my girlfriend dearly. But I fear I will lose her to my problem. I worry too much on things that haven't happened yet or even know of. Like for example, I'll not talk to my girlfriend for a couple hours and ill think shes mad at me! When really she's only been cleaning her room or she doesnt have her phone with her. I know this stresses her out and probably annoys her. I ask her questions like; "Are you mad at me?" or "Are we okay?" Just stupid little things like that. Shes a great girl and i'd be very very very depressed if I EVER lost her. Maybe so depressed I would not eat for days and would sleep for hours on end! I just dont get it, I worry so much about stupid little things that aren't true. Now her sister tells me its a habit, but I think its a disorder because Im always feeling worried, you know that feeling you get inside you when your really worried. i have that usually 24/7. Im afraid to tell my parents i have some kind of problem because im afraid they'll think im a freak! Ive tried numours of things. Things that are so crazy I wont even tell you. I just want my girlfriend to be happy, when im with her we're so happy, I dont have that worry in my body or even think about her being mad at me or something like that! I play guitar and write music, it has helped a little, but not enough to get rid of the worry and stress. When my girlfriend and I are together, we cuddle, hug, kiss and all that stuff. Tell each other how much we love each other and what not, everything is amazing and beautiful. Im HAPPY, actully happy. SHes the only thing I get out of bed for. I buy her things and try to make her happy. It works too, she is so happy when I buy her a necklace or something. I just need help fighting this worry and stress. Anything helps! But remember im 14. Thanks! I appreciate it.