Hi Guys! Not been here in a while! Right... I had/have this new boyfriend of 6 weeks. But I am driving the relationship apart as I can't stop getting paranoid about
him cheating on me... (Everyone of my previous relationships has cheated on my with their ex's, or my best friends! Thats 7 people!) I've never been in a relationship where I haven't been cheated on or messed around and becuase of this... I can't help but get so paraniod, and have panic attacks, and make myself sick with worry to think that my new boyfriend is now going to be just the same!!! Even though ALL of his friends have said he's not like that, he has said it... and even I know it... He is different... I am the one and only girl that he has ever been serious about
, I can't loose him! When my mum died, I thought my world was over... but with this guy, he has filled the hole in my heart that my mum left when she passed away 6 1/2 years ago... but because of my paranoia that empty space that he filled, is slowly starting to rip
open again! I can't let this stupid paranoia and panic attacks etc destroy my relationship with him! (whats left of it anyway!) I couldn't take it if I did loose him 100% for good! It would be like loosing mum all over again and I can't cope with that... even just the thought of it!!! I need to stop this paranoia for good! NOW! Before the hole it my heart gets ripped
open anymore! Does anyone have any advise I could use to stop myself from driving him away! More than I already have so far! Thanks! Love Princess! x <3 x
Edit: Please review rule # 12. I took out your comments re your sexual activities. Sorry.
12. If it shouldn’t be viewed by minors, then it shouldn’t be posted to the forums or chat rooms. This is a public, family-friendly forum. In addition, if something would not be considered “work safe” (to a boss or co-worker), then it shouldn’t be posted.
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 6/1/2009 6:50:58 AM (GMT-6)