Ok I think I can finally give a report on my doctor visit. Even though it makes it more reality then I want to admit.. I guess is what I want to say.
Well the spotting I have is due to my irregular cycle. Which to me was "normal" since I have been "not normal" since it all started. I have 3-4 cycles a year. But the spotting is due to that and the lining coming out on its own cycle. So that is ok and nothing to be concerned with. And just something I will have to deal with. Ok fine no biggie.
Next my uterus is "huge" (doctors words). She even asked "How can you handle lugging that around all this time". My mind went OMG. I'm deformed or something. And I of course didn't answer.
She has said I need to see a gyno for a full examine and an ultra sound as she thinks I have several (hoping) fibro tumors. And that I will most likely need a hysterectomy.
My bladder is tilted forward some. Which explains my need to go a lot.
This woman is very talkative and made the exam go quickly which was nice. But man can she talk. about
everything. She jumped my butt for not taking my pills. And said I need counseling. And gave me information on free services we have in the area. Which I thought was only for childern and family counseling but turns out its for everyone!!
Which is some great news.
But I'm trying my hardest NOT to seach webmd about
these tumors. I so want to know more about
them and what my risks/chances are. But I know it will give me more news then I could handle. It is VERY hard for me not to search this. But I know I shouldn't. But I so want to know more.
I will be making an appt to have this checked into. Though I'm scared big time. Everyone in my mom's side has had to have this hysterectomy done except her. She is so far the first female who hasn't.
What worries me more. Is I had all c-sections. So I know it can't be done the easy way which of course bothers me even more.. I'm only 34. I'm not ready for menopause yet.