Hello and welcome to HW. You have posted in the open forum, not in a chat room. If your looking for chat room, you must click on the White word chatin the dark blue bar above. Once you have opened the forum window you will see the list of chat rooms and if anyone is in a chat.
I understand they get busy in the evenings but I don't use the chat feature much myself.
Here in the forums you will meet members with the same issues you have and they will respond to your posts in a time fashion.
I am going to change the title of your post as it limits the number of member who may respond..............
I am sorry to hear you are going through so much and i hope you find the support you need right here.
Again a warm welcome to you.
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