The alarm goes off,the snooze gets hit several times,and then it's time to get up out of bed,sometimes wishing I could just lay there all day,or atleast stay indoors. I suffer major social anxiety,even taking my meds, I still have panic attacks. Driving,going out to eat,church,etc. I always feel like people are talking about me,or thinking oh looks like that guy is nervous and out of place. This sounds silly but all my cars in the past ten years have had dark tinted windows,like its some sort of force field. I always put on a poker face,showing that im fine but inside i'm freakin out. When it's time for bed,I toss and turn,have racing thoughts,of things from earlier in the day, past,and even things to come. I just wish,hope,and pray that I could stop taking all meds. and feel normal at all times,and all situations.