On my never ending quest for answers about what is going on with me, I'm about to find some of the answers next week. (my concern has been cancer of some sort, but mainly thinking about PC)
Well, answers is what I want but as the time draws closer, I am crapping my pants about what I'm going to hear.
I've got so many symptoms that point to cancer. I've had the mid left sided back
pain, some stomach discomfort, temporal wasting, sunken cheeks, weight loss, you get the hint I guess. I am trying to stay positive, but it just gets so hard some days. I am not taking any meds for the anxiety as I'm trying to battle this out on my own
My Health Anxiety is going through the roof right now, higher than it's ever been. I'm trying to stay distracted from thinking about it, but I can't help thinking the absolute worst case scenario everytime. I look at my wonderful life with a once in a lifetime wife, 3 great young sons and I just feel like crying...and I have been doing a lot of that...just not in front of anybody.
Anyone have any helpful hints to help me get through the next week or so?