People dilberately making me anxious, and thinking about moving to Texas

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   Posted 7/12/2009 2:14 PM (GMT -6)   
I think people are diliberately making me anxious.  Last night I was told by two girls that I know that I'm basically worthless and I spazzed out at them naturally.  People on facebook are being jerks to me for no reason.  My mom has bad OCD and is basically acting like a freak and my dad is basically a zombie.  This sucks!  I'm not sure how I am going to calm down.  I took a break from xanax for a few days because I didn't have work in the morning.  Man, I hate people around where I live.  I really do.  They are jerks for no reason.  I am pretty successful, but people are just a-holes to me and keep picking fights with me.  I get into arguments with people like every day because they either say something really stupid or say something that is unbelievably rude. 
My girl friend lives in Texas and I'm from Pennsylvania.  So, I need to muster up some strength and get out of my comfort zone for her.  I think I could use a change of scenery anyway.  I'm not sure how I'm going to get there.  I have one more year of college and then I'm moving out. 
Basically, my options are:
a) Plan a visit there and take her back with me
b)  Move there
I could use some more opinions on this. 
Edit: I combine your posts as they were posted within minutes of each other on the same day.

"Getting an idea should be like sitting down on a pin; it should make you jump up and do something."  -E. L. Simpson

General Anxiety Disorder (GAD) with Agoraphobia
Zoloft (100 mgs) daily
Trazadone (50 mgs) nightly
Xanax (1.25 mgs) as needed at night

Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 7/12/2009 1:50:44 PM (GMT-6)

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   Posted 7/14/2009 11:45 PM (GMT -6)   
Why don't you plan several visits there over the next year so you can check out Texas. You want to see if you like it or not before you move there. For now, cut all the toxic people out of your life and as far as family, just limit your time w/ them when they are effecting you. I think moving and starting fresh is a great idea but only you control who you surround yourself with. These aren't strangers being mean to you, right? So, you might have to re-assess and re-think where you meet people and how you choose your friends before starting over or else you might make the same mistakes and end up in the same situation.
27 Year old married female law student (last year!!). Diagnosed w/ CD 4 years ago, IBS for over 10 years before that, which was probably the CD. I am sort of lactose intollerant too but can handle anything cultured and do well w/ lactose pills and lactaid. For crohns I am currently on Pentasa 4 pills/4x day and hysociamine prn. I also have bad acid reflux and have been on PPI's since age 13. I have been through prilosec, prevacid, and nexium. Currently I am on Protonix in the morning and Zantac at night.  I take xanax prn for situational anxiety (aka no easy bathroom access). 

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