You need to see a doctor, if only to reasure yourself. I agree with your mum that if you remember what DID happen in such vivid detail, then you would most likely remember having sex- especially in tight jeans in a car (no easy feat.)
Are you concerned that this guy drugged you? Is it too late to be tested for sedatives etc? If you DID have sex, it was against your will, however I think you may be so distressed about the possibility that you are stirring yourself up with "what ifs?"
I think seeing a doc would be a great step- and never seeing this guy again, as he tried to pressure you into a sexual act against your will. Please dont let it spin out of control, a doctor may well set your mind at ease.
All the best and welcome to HW- I hope you stick around and make yourself comfortable!
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