Hello there, it is good to hear from you. This is Kitt.
I am sorry to hear you are feeling more anxiety but I understand how work can play a major role in your anxiety.
I took early retirement due to my anxiety and my depression and have since taken a subsititue school nurse job. For me this has worked out. I have a lot less money but it is easy to give up some things for a decrease in my anxiety.
I am glad to hear you have ideas for what you would like to do when you do retire.
Gentle Hugs to you,