k i feel anxious today- not sure why. i am going out tonight with some gfs and want to have fun but sometimes i'd rather just stay home. does that mean i have social anxiety? ugh!! i feel like when i check my heartbeat it's slow faster slow faster. am i crazy???haha i feel axious about
going out because i know when i wake up from a night of drinking - my heart beats alot faster and i hate it. even when i drink just 2 or 3 drinks. alcohol affects me weird. when i'm tired, i have more anxiety - too so i want to have fun but i just can't relax about
it like my friends can. i hate this!!!!!!
does anyone else focus on their heartbeat? i'm going to have to go for a walk or something to stop this worrying. it's stupid! i turn 40 tonight and i'm still single - another major anxiety causing factor for me.
Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 9/20/2009 11:50:53 AM (GMT-6)