Thanks for your thoughts Melodee. I have a full time job, I am just off for a few days for the holiday. This is the first time that I didn't have anything special planned, and I think that is the problem. I was so excited to have the extra time to rest, and I have rested. Hubby and I have gone out and did a little xmas shopping, but it must not have been enough. Another thought has been that my Mom passed earlier this year, and maybe the holidays are bringing some of that to my mind. My Dad passed in early December many years ago, so I am thinking its just the time of year getting to me.
We are going to the swap meet today, I took my Xanax, so feeling a little calmer now. Its strange but I am actually looking forward to going back to work tomorrow. It keeps my mind busy. Thanks again for your thoughts. I hate the over thinking we tend to do at times.
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Crohn's Disease for over 33 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, Calcium w/Vit D, and Xanax as needed. Resections in 2002 and 2005. Also diagnosed with Fibromyalgia, Osteoarthritis, and Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission, but my joints are going crazy!
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