Hi Blessings and welcome to HW. Sounds to me as if you have Health Anxiety. Do you have a therapist or trusted doctor you can see? Sounds like you really need to get on some type of medication to tone down this anxiety. If you will look in our resources thread you will find alot of links that might be helpful to you. Again welcome and ask any questions you might have.
Gail*Nanners* Co-Moderator for Crohns Disease & Anxiety/Panic
Crohn's Disease for over 34 years. Currently on Asacol, Prilosec, Estrace, Prinivil, Diltiazem, Percoset prn for pain, Zofran, Phenergan, Probiotics, Calcium, Vit D, and Xanax prn. Resections in 2002 & 2005. Also diagnosed w/ Fibromyalgia, Osteoarthritis, & Anxiety. Currently my Crohns is in remission, but my joints are going crazy!