i am a 26 yr old male who has 2 months ago ended a 9yr relationship that really only seemed to result in a 2 yr old that makes me want to live. i have previously come close to changing that, hence the end of the relationship. since, i have started the ball rolling in getting my own place and met a great girl who after starting out as fun has turned to more. my only issue is my 'presumed' anxiety and depression is crumbling me. i worry when im happy, i cant stop thinking about the ifs and buts of everything said and done, from work to family and social surroundings. i have a huge insecurity expecting the worst from everything, and cannot stop myself no matter how reassuring family and friends are. I have requested counseling from my gp and from an independant charity but after two months have had no contact yet. i have no funds to seek counseling otherwise, and feel i have no where to go for help. if anyone can point me in the right direction, i would be very grateful
thank you in advance
** i use the term 'presumed' anxiety due to no official diagnosis, previous diagnosis of depression and symptoms i feel are connected, such as constant rawking my legs, to the point of bleeding, sleeplessness, headaches etc.
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