On my last post I told you all that I was on the HIV scare trip again. Well its been I think a month now and Im still feeling these obbcessive thoughts. The one time I had unproctected sex it was low risk and ive been tested 3 times and my fiance has been tested as well. ITS BEEN SIX YEARS since this instance.
My question is this: If someone was not treated for HIV for six years wouldnt they be dead or on their deathbed? Im too afraid to look up anything on google as thats what got me into this anxiety mess in the first place.
Why cant I just let this go? I am going to see a therapist on monday however im hoping to get some insight from anyone on if im ever going to be able to put this behind me. Right now i feel like i cant even think about my future.