The neverending nightmare--me

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Old Hippy
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Date Joined Apr 2010
Total Posts : 104
   Posted 7/27/2010 9:02 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi all..
  It's been awhile since I last posted...  Can't explain what I am going through, part of me desires to move forward, and then when I make an effort-- I sabatoge myself, and slink away in sheer cowardiceness.  Anyway, I did start a volunteer job, today will be the second day,  and that's all I can do--is take it one day at a time.   I  haven't been going online lately, that is the mystery of it all, can't explain my hesitation... Like I tried to explain before in earlier posts,-- has to be--the exposure of self/soul.  All three of my cats are in need of medical attention, and I am trying to raise the money to take them to the vet.  Haven't had much luck, and it's destroying me--inch by inch.  I am my own worst nightmare, and I <truly> hope that by reaching out, this life that is no longer valued, will find some solace in the sympathy & cyber-company of strangers...  take care folks!          L

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   Posted 7/27/2010 10:19 AM (GMT -7)   
Hello Hippy,

Here are the links to your last two threads with responses but it does not appear that you go back and read them or respond to the members post to you.

I suspect you would do well to post your thoughts and feelings and then respond to the members who post in your threads instead of staying away.

I am very glad to read you are volunteering. That is a good thing.


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Date Joined Jan 2005
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   Posted 7/29/2010 1:56 PM (GMT -7)   
I totally agree with Kitt
i too stopped posting last couple of days crying constantly
my daughter whom i love with all my heart has moved out
i feel so alone at times but i knew i had to get bk to my family here

Is there any place that will help your animals here we have the animal shelter n support system is in place
also you can check with organizations n churches to see if they will help you
they may want you to pay small amount bk each month or when you are able but at least try
i wish you better days
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