hey guys, back with more issues (surprise!). Don't expect anybody to read this or anything, it just feels good to write it all down and have it out there, you know?
my mother is driving me insane lately. i love her to death but she is so hard to get along with.. she always yells FIRST, then explains later.. but by the time I understand why she's angry, she's already blown up on me. the smallest things set her off and she always spins it to mean that I don't respect her and that I don't care about
anybody but myself.. but it's little things, like me dying my hair brown a few weeks ago.. I'm 19 years old, by the way. I honestly didn't think she'd care (she had never expressed anything to suggest it) and yet when I came home she yelled and carried on and threatened me, telling me I was selfish and that I was disrespectful! The most annoying part is when I sense a fight coming on, I try to back down and say "I don't want to fight about
this", but she says "I don't care, we're GOING to fight about
this!".. Yet when I have something to say to her and she doesn't want to hear it, she screams at me to get out of her face and threatens me.
it's all so hard to handle
last week she was playing with our puppy and he was running around the house..then he pooped on the carpet. She started raging and came into my room (where my boyfriend and I were playing xbox) and started yelling at me for not helping her. I asked "help you with what?" and she said, "I called for you at least three times!" but I didn't hear a thing! neither did my boyfriend! and she was just in the hallway and I swear to God I didn't hear her call me, and when I said that she says "Oh no of course you didn't, you always have a F-ing excuse, don't even talk to me right now". I hate the way she carries on, especially when I have somebody over. She doesn't even tone it down when I have my boyfriend or friends over... And as a result they all think she's insane. I don't like knowing that people think badly about
it's so confusing! i wish I could just sit down and talk to her but whenever I do it turns into a fight.. nothing I do is ever good enough.