It has been exactly one year to the day that my lovely G'ma passed away, and I can not express in words how much I miss her and love her. . . She was my best friend and there has not been a day that has gone by that I don't think of her. I go into her room and it still smells just like her. Everywhere I turn, there is a flood of bittersweet memories. . . When she passed, my heart was so broken, that I sometimes wondered if I would make it or not. But I have thanks to the lessons of strength that my grandmother taught me, from the support of loved ones and through the grace of God.
This is one of the major reasons that I have not been on the forums as much during the past year, and for some time before, because I was her primary caregiver for over 10 years. Things were so hard that there was such a time crunch towards the end, then after she passed on, I tried to cram several years of living into one, as I had to keep myself busy to take my mind off of things and to keep from becoming super anxious. I had to have time to heal and could not deal with much at the time, so I was selfish for once in my life and decided that it was crucial for me to work on myself before I could be of use to help others. Several of you have kept in contact with me with so much support and compassion, that I thank you from the bottom of my heart.
I know there are several that are missing loved one on here and a few of you that share close to the same anniversary of your loved ones passing. My heart goes out to each of you and here is a video of one of my G'ma's favorite songs that I would like to share with you guys.www.youtube.com/watch?v=A9pCFo2HdU0
Peace be with each of you!