Sorry. What I meant by feeling "nothing" is that the klonopin didn't do anything for me.
Today I took it and was completely exhausted. I'm pretty much a cyberchondriac (I look up all these symptoms online and get convinced I have every disease) and am convinced I might have diabetes are something.
I slept 9 hours last night and was so exhausted today that I took a 3 hour nap and have been feeling light headed and just weird. It's frustrating.
I'm starting to wonder if I'm EVER going to have one good day. It's kind of depressing. It's one issue to the next. It's like this never ending cycle. I almost want to take a week off from work (which I can) and just relax because I feel like poo.
And now I am having odd anxiety because I was anxious about
my sister and her husband staying with me for the week and now I'm anxious about
them being gone and being alone. Anxiety is just so bizarre.
I feel more stable on my meds (thank god), but I still feel weird or sick or anxious every single day. Waiting for a stress-free no sickness day! Just one day would be nice! It's been like this for six months! Anxiety, feeling sick, convinced I have a disease and am going to die, or having vertigo or depersonalization.
A lot of the previous stuff has gone away thank goodness but some still lingers. I'm assuming then that the Lexapro is starting to work a little bit. I think it's been about
4 weeks since I restarted by Lexapro. I don't know.
Now I'm rambling.
Happy holidays Kitt and everyone.
"Be glad of life because it gives you the chance to love and to work and to play and to look up at the stars."
DX: Panic Disorder, Depression, TMJ (Temporomandibular Joint Disorder), Chronic Migraines
RX: Lorazepam (1 MG - 2 mgs a day), Lexapro (20 MG a day), Tylonel for the TMJ and Migraines
IT'S A GIRL! Amelia Candice.
6 lbs, 6 oz
19.5 inches long
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