I don't know why I keep dealing with this irrational fear, because I realize it is absurd. Logically, I know that it's irrational, but I can't shake it.
I had an old boyfriend who had been with a ********** before he was with me. When we first started dating, I had him tested for HIV, and it was negative. I was with him for two years thereafter.
This didn't even cross my mind for years, but for the past few months I can't shake this horrible fear that I may have HIV. To ease my worries, I went and got tested; it was negative. It made me feel better for about
a day before I irrationally thought it may have been done wrong.
I should also mention I give blood regularly and have never had any negative feedback.
I know I have discussed this problem in this forum before, but I need people to tell me how this fear is irrational. I don't understand why I can't shake this.
Please help me.
Hi K.K. I modified your post to make it a little more family-friendly, we have had some really young members on lately-thanks for understanding:)
Post Edited By Moderator (Scaredy Cat) : 2/2/2011 2:14:19 PM (GMT-7)