Im back.. geez so many obstacles latly, however whoever has read my recent posts in regards to housing anxiety, thats finally over woohoo got a house now right infront of the water, thats it im sticking with it im happy and not moving anymore. i just have to get through this final week and a half living with the parents, its been so tough. but since living here ive seen how ugly and horrible my parents really are, its different when i was a kid growing up i didnt know anything better, but now i see it and i just feel like i want no part of them, they are non affectionate, emotionally suppressed people, my mum constantly negative but i can forgive her because thats the way she is and i dont take her seriously, plus i can be comfortable around my mum, my dad is different i feel totally awkard with him always have.. i just dont get him, not only that i just dont like him as a person, he makes me sick, he has done some horrible things to me, sick things to and i can forgive and i have but when i see hes attitude and see he will never change, i dont know what to do, im thinking of cutting them out or at least my dad, because i feel like he brings me down.. ive tried to be a positive and good person and i belive i am and i dont know how to be around them. what are the boundaries, i now know never to rely on them again geez its just so hard when youve got parents like this, its no wonder ive had so many issues. and if i just wasnt to see and talk to my dad how do i go about it hes been too hurtful and i just dont like the way he is, strange awkard i just want to be done with this part of my life, has anyone had issues with their parents, how have you handled them. I just feel like they are only good to hang around if we are bored but its so hard. and i find it so sad that they dont know who iam, i have a best friend who ive known less than two years and she knows me way better than my parents. something about my dad i just cant stand anymore, he doesnt even have any friends its just so strange, hes a very awkard person, i just want to hang around with good people who will enrich my life. any advice?