I broke up with someone about
a month ago and I'm going for a follow up Dr. appt in January next year. I know I'm heathy but I worry about
having a disease. My biggest fear is having a disease like HIV. I'm not a promiscuous person at all but because I have a relative and a close friend that have HIV I tend to worry.
Am I losing my mind? Has anyone else on this forum felt this way? I need to know I'm not the only feeling like this. When I'm not anxious I tend to not think about
those irrational thoughts but when I get anxious I can't help thinking about
it. I'm afraid I will always fear getting a disease and never trust a man enough to be in a relationship. Am I supposed to just start believing I will always be alone?