"Death" used to be my biggest fear... now I have bigger problem, I know you're saying what can be bigger and worse than death?. Being Dead and to be still alive is the worse feeling I've ever experienced and on top of that depression, I suffer from severe anxiety/ocd that can be unbearable. My thoughts eat me alive everyday... I'm not going to stress you with my issues, However I want to let you know that I understand what you're going through and I've been there, after several trips to the ER because I just knew my throat was closing, I just knew I wasn't going to make it through the year 2011, I just knew I had cancer and after that I just knew I had some other rare deadly disease and thought that I was schizophrenic. (All in one year) it was HELL... My advice to you is to accept the fact that we are all going to die, and there wont be a thing we can do about
it when that time comes, in the meantime You are not going to die, it's the anxiety brain that's causing the thoughts of death. Its hard to even tell you how to handle it, because I know exactly what you're going through, its like no matter what anyone says to help. Anxiety convinces us to believe whatever it is we are obsessing about
. I've been there, It will get better. Hopefully it does for all of us who suffer from anxiety.
Post Edited (LaurenBojorin) : 1/3/2013 1:47:25 PM (GMT-7)