Thanks SC. I am on medications..seroquel and celebs. I have been trying to find a psychiatrist..no one has gotten back to me yet. I was given two numbers to call or recommended but no luck yet. Plus, I have had an intermittent reliance on alcohol but I have stopped cold turkey for this past week But even though I feel good about
having quit totally I want to psychologically scare myself that the alcohol may have given me colon cancer this time. Then I tend dislike myself even more. Lately I haven't wanted to get out of bed.