Posted 3/7/2013 8:39 PM (GMT -7)
Jen, I don't know where to start, you know just enough medicne to be dangerous to your self, in your profession you should know that the tecs that read those reports, eco's, ekg's, etc. will only commit to a sure thing meaning "this woman has bad heart valvs, or something that they can not be sued for".
To send a report that says this woman is in perfic health could come back to bite them in the butt. they didnt find anything, but your symptoms make them hesant to out right say nothing is wrong with this Lady. Jen its your own subconcious mind thats beating you up, why am I saying this, because I have already done the same thing, I did it for more than I really want to admit, when I was a young boy I secretly went to my Grandparrents Dr. and told him I thought something was wrong with my heart, I had sharp pains in my left reb cage and it would take my breath, when I had one it would start my palps sometimes so loud it was in my ears, I could feel it in my wrists actually throbing, I did not know that my fears were causing addrenalin to shoot into my blood stream and cause me a night to misery, when I was in the military several times I went to a civilian Dr. because I was sure I had something that the Military Dr's were missing. It was just me, trying to out think everyone, what I was doing was out thinking myself, I gave myself over half a lifetime of total missery, I hope somehow I have helped you there is nothing more I want in my life than to help, but Jen, its going to have to come from you.
God Bless You and Heal You.